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Ish Rodriguez

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Shuffle Game :D [25 Oct 2007|01:52pm]

[ mood | hoh ]

dahil wala akong magawa. :D

Got this fromTriszh :D

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next
button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN
NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

1 IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU
SAY?
- Chop Me Up by Timbaland feat. Justin Timberlake ("i love that hourglass figure of yours..." hahahaha mahilig ako sa mga sexy :p)
2 WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- Sexy Back (remix) by Justin Timberlake (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA get your sexy on!!!)

3 HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Hand of God by Fall Out Boy ("This hotel room feels more like a tomb." oo dahil dinalaw ako ng pulang batalyon ngayon. tae.)

4 WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- Learning to Breathe by Switchfoot ("this is a way that i'm learning to breathe... i'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall... i'm living again a way better life..." hahaha solid emo)
5 WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- 24 by Switchfoot ("i'm not who i thought i was 24 hours ago still i sing spirit take me up in arms with you." ahay halaveeeet)

6 WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Thriller by Fall Out Boy (PUCHA NAMAN. HAHAHAHAHAHA pero maganda yung lyrics. look down below.)

"I can take your problems away with a nod and a wave of my hand, 'cause that's just the kind of boy that I am. The only thing I haven't done yet is die and it's me and my plus one at the afterlife. Crowds are won and lost and won again but our hearts beat for the diehards. So long live the car crash hearts."

ASAN NUMBER 7?
8 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Oh! Gravity ("Oh! Gravity! why can't we seem to keep it together?" labo hahahahahaha)
9 WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
- Grim Goodbye by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ("Something holds me down and makes me act a way I can't explain.")

10 WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5 ("I've had you so many times but somehow I want more." :D)

11 WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Pretty in Punk by Fall Out Boy ("So many kids but I only see you and I don't think you notice me. I'm not the way you think I am, no." I AM PRETTY!!! :D)

12 WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Lie in the Sound by Trespassers William ("I love you more than I should.")

13 WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Awakening by Switchfoot ("These dreams started singing to me out of nowhere and I don't know if I've ever felt so alive, alive." uuy i like this hahaha tugma :D)

astig hahaha nice game. :P gusto ko ulit!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D freaky kasi tumutugma halos!!! :P

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2-heart-heart-7 [22 Oct 2007|11:38pm]

[ mood | satisfaction ]

yesterday at church i realized how beautiful my 2007 is.

it almost made me cry.

THANK YOU. :D

on a much lighter note, i had my first buy yesterday from my birthday money!
a pair of brown flats from shoebox!
and P300 load.
hahahahahahaha ahlaveeet.
also family + ate Tam dinner at CIBO.
FAVORITE RESTAURANT.
oh yeeeeeeeeh.

haha.
I SO LOVE MY LIFE.
sarap maging delayed-ng-1-week-18.
except nga lang i can't find my freakin' iPod.
bobong misplacement.
oh well.
mahahanap ko rin yan.

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OH YEAAAAAAAAAAAH [15 Oct 2007|07:22pm]

[ mood | yiiiis! ]

FREEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!

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flawless like some untouched ice [12 Oct 2007|12:14am]

[ mood | crazy ]

[ music | Lovestoned - JT ]

ghad.
it feels like eternity.
i only have two finals left: LAW and CHEM.
it was suppose to be over by saturday but heck no na-extend pa hanggang monday next week.
national holiday pa kasi eh.
tae.
pero ok naman at least makakapag-aral pa ako.
asar lang kasi taena sembreak mode na ako.
mejo nasira na yung study button ko.
i was suppose to finish half of chem today pero taena hinde tinulugan ko lang siya.
walang pangundangan.
as in inayos ko lng yung aaralin ko, binalik sa lalagay niya, at natulog.
putaragis.
TAMAD!
LAZY GIRL.
tas taena na-realize ko dapat LAW na lang inaral ko.
kaya eto nagsisimula na.
musta naman section 2 pa lang ako.
mga 70 pa kelangan ko maaral.
BULLSHARK.
holy pwet naman kasi eeeeeeh.
gusto ko na mag-SEM BREAK!!!!
I WANT PARTY.
countdown to DEBUT: 1 week to go!!!
rrraaaaaaaaaaaaargghhhh!!!!

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be kind laoshi [05 Oct 2007|03:05pm]

[ mood | waaaaaaaaaaaaaah ]

shet natatakot ako.
kakakuha ko lng ng pre-finals grade ko sa HISTO.
72.14.
TAENA D.
tas highest possible score ko (kung ma-perfect ko man ang finals) eh 77.72.
TAENA C.
SHIT ETO.
KUNG HINDI KO MAN LANG MAPALAMPAS NG 74 ANG GRADE KO FIRST TIME KO MAKAKAKUHA NG D.
WAG NAMAN TAE.
presssuuuuuuuuuuuuure.
kelangan ko na talaga galingan sa finals.
kahit man lang +3 sa 72 ok na BASTA C!!!!!!!
ugh.

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...through the mentalité of my bitter self. [30 Sep 2007|11:39pm]

[ mood | yaaaaaaaaaaaagh ]

[ music | your remorse hasn't fallen ]

taena.
mejo nababaliw lang naman ako sa histo paper namin.

write a narrative on a SPECIFIC past event and apply yung mga tinuro na "ways to interpret history" para maka-gain ng bagong realization sa event na yon.

ayoko na lang mag-divulge into details pero taena ang hirap i-narrate nung story na halos kinalimutan ko na. nabobobo na ako.
di ko yata maisusulat eto hanggang sa di pa muna ako mag-brainstorm.
kaya bukas na eto.
tina-try ko na lang magsingit ng onting details to help.
ok malabo na ba.
basta ang hirap talaga.
akala ko pa naman madali lang eto kasi ang simpleh niya lang.
shet.

nakakainis kasi alam ko na dapat kong sabihin.
hindi ko lang siya ma-put into words.
taena BRAIN NAMAN WORK shit.

sana naman tama etong ginagawa ko. CRAM NA NAMAN TAE.

oh yun lang haha.

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those were the days... [27 Sep 2007|11:07pm]

[ mood | light, love, peace ]

galeng sa blog ni AYA:

Oo nga pala.
Miss ko na yung time na nasa caf lang ang buong block at nagtatawanan.
BUO meaning kasama ang grupo nila Ish, grupo nila Cabo at grupo namin nila Rina.
Kailan ba mangyayari ulit yun?

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
ako din nami-miss ko na yon.
as in yung naka-upo lang kami either sa isang big table o sa dalawang medium table.
kahit di man masyado nag-uusap at may sariling mga grupo, at least sama-sama.
at least paminsan-minsan nagpapansinan at kung minsan pa magtatawanan ng sabay-sabay.
dati kasi sobrang sabay-sabay mga sched namin.
ngayon sobrang di na masyado nagtutugma.
pinaka-matagal na yata naming bonding session ay tuwing LAB.
kaya parang lahat ng tao eh sabaw na sabaw, pero MASAYA.
ngayon andami nang hindi nagkakasundo.
andaming alitan.
andaming tampuhan.
andaming crankyness.
ako nga mismo participant na sa mga kaguluhan na yan eh.
andaming nag-deteriorate na mga pagsasama.
andaming mas nakikilala.
pero imbis na maganda ang idulot, parang nagkakasamaan pa ng loob.
kung minsan kasi nakikita na natin ang tunay na kulay ng mga tao.
at hindi naman palagi eh maganda sa mga mata natin ang mga eto.
andaming nagbago.
may mga sariling mundo na.
at sobrang kumakapal na ang mga linyang naghahati sa aming lahat.
hindi naman na sa nasisira na talaga ang block, tulad na lamang ng iba na sobrang "patay" na.
pero dba di na talaga tulad ng dati.
we are still one HAPPY and UNITED BLOCK.
pero mas malaki na yung DISTANSYA sa isa't isa.

buti nga nung birthday ni cabo eh nakapag-bonding na ulit ang block.
ika nga ni maxi:

sobrang kelangan natin eto.

or something like that haha correct me if i'm wrong maxi. :D

haaaay.

ayun.

wala lang.

nakaka-emo lang.
AYA KASI EH.
hahahaha joke.
pero di nga.
nakaka-bother na din kasi ang mga nangyayari.
kelangan lang cguro namin ng matinong BONDING SESSIONS.
hindi man mabalik ang dati, at least man lang mapaliit ang gap in between.

sana phase lng eto.
isang mahabang phase.
pero i know kapag nadaanan naman namin eto, we'll be closer than ever.
:D

CHEERS BLOCK QQ1.
:D

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ah hello sabaw [24 Sep 2007|11:23pm]

[ mood | maglabas! ]

TIRED.
CRANKY.
MERON YATANG CRANKY CLOUD NA LUMULUTANG-LUTANG NGAYON.
and napansin ko lang i'm especially VERY CRANKY towards a particular person.
ewan ang labo niya kasi eh.
hindi mo alam kung ano gusto iparating.
parang para sa kanya "it's all about me".
everytime yata na kakausapin niya ako sarili niya palagi ang topic.
"ang galeng namin kanina" o "nakuha ko yung sagot" o "hindi ko pa nagagawa yung ganyan ganyan."
taena kung hindi siya nagyayabang, complain nang complain.
kung tutuusin sige kaibigan mo naman ako eh so syempre symphatize.
pero SHET naman may sarili din akong mga problema.
kaya sana naman KEEP IT TO YOURSELF MUNA.
minsan kasi I DON'T REALLY CARE ANYMORE.
kahit ang mean pero gets?
kapag kinakausap kita mas pinoproblema ko pa mga problema mo eh.
kaya di muna kta kinakausap ng matino.
sorry talaga.
pero minsan kasi nakakasawa na talaga.
taena sobra ka pa kung mang-utos.
feeling mo naman!!!
tumigil ka nga dyan.
AYOKO SA MGA FEELING NA PWEDE NILA AKO UTUSAN NA LANG KAHIT KELANGAN.
ah hello oo mabait ako pero bastusan na yung utusan ako.
THIS IS THE CRANKY CLOUD SPEAKING.
i just HATE your NEGATIVITY.
iba kasi kami sa nakasanayan mo na.
hindi lahat buntot mo.
hindi lahat taga-salo mo.
especially me.
i gave you that chance then.
pero tinaboy mo lang ako, ginago.
so sorry ka na lng.
tanggalin mo na sa sistema mo.
hindi na ikaw si number 1.

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crazy shit [08 Sep 2007|10:48pm]

[ mood | indescribable ]

The truth is more cruel than any other lie.
i don't wanna go through that anymore.
sobrang sakit.
sa ulo.
sa puso.
sa lahat.
nakakatakot.
ayoko na ng ganon.
taena kanina andami kong na-type eh.
pero i decided not to post that entry na lang.
emotional roller coaster na naman.
tangina eto na naman ako.
hindi ko na lng iisipin.
pero buti na lang naayos kaagad.
holy shit kasi.
pasalamat...

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baliw [06 Sep 2007|10:25pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

I, AGAIN, REPEAT.

EXCITED.
UNEXPLAINABLE EXCITEMENT.
HINDI KO MA-CONTAIN.
PUTSA GUSTO KO NA MATAPOS ETONG LAHAT.
I WANT TO DO DEBUT AND NOTHING BUT DEBUT.
POTA MASYADO NA BA AKONG ADIK.
GANITO PALA FEELING.
MASAYA NAMAN PALA EEEEEEEEEH.
:D

ok so ang loser ko pakinggan.
wag niyo na lang ako pansinin.
eto na nga lang stress reliever ko eh.
kasi at least kapag yun inaasikaso ko may natatamo ako.
hindi katulad ng kung ano man.
na putsa sleepless nights lang ang binibigay sakin.
haaaay.
oh well.
that's life.
cge bumalik na tayo sa realidad.

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DEBUT UPDATE :D [02 Sep 2007|06:07pm]

[ mood | YEAAH ]

halata na bang sobrang excited na ako at may ganito pang nalalaman hahaha.

in the making na ang invitation.
(THANKS CABOOOO!)
may GOWN DESIGN na ako at MASK.
sikret na kung ano itsura nila.
may plan na for the designs for the venue.
may 18 roses and 18 candles na ako.
OFFICIAL THEME: MASQUERADE (Violet and Black and Silver)
and lastly.
invited ang pamilya ng kauna-unahang PAST ko.
yung kinabaliwan ko mula grade 5 hanggang 2nd year ako.
holy shit naman dba.
so baleh makikita niyo na rin kung ano itsura niya.
taena huli kong kita sa kanya ano.....
uhhh.....
last last year?
POTA.
sobrang BALIW ng DEBUT na eto.

EXCITED NA TALAGA AKOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

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heeeewhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut?!?!?! [28 Aug 2007|03:10pm]

[ mood | crazy in love ]

[ music | you've got me lovestoned!!!!! ]

holy shit.
nakakita ako ng picture ni tawagin na lang natin na number 14.
far away shot siya.
hindi kita ulo pero kita whole body.
at pota nagulat ako kasi kamukha niya si tawagin na lang natin na number 18.
yung signature look ni number 18 ganun suot ni number 14 dun sa picture.
sobrang nagulat ako.
as in nag-double take pa ako.
freaky shit.
o dahil ba kasi si number 18 ay favorite number ko?
o more than favorite.
hahahahahahahahah ok i am officially lovestoned.
:D

isa pa.
holy shit this week.
araw-araw may kelangan gawin!
hindi ko na naman maaasikaso ng matino yung gusto kong dumating na.
hello sabik na ako pumarteh.
hahahaha o yun lang.
:P

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i've teached you english. you've touched my heart. [11 Aug 2007|11:36pm]

[ mood | teary-eyed ]

[ music | Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus ]

It's only been 4 saturdays with my tutees and it already feels like i've been teaching them my whole life.

I only know:

their full names
their ages
their birthdays
their hobbies
their favorite colors
their favorite foods
their favorite candies
their opinion on reading
and what subject (math or english) they are good at.

But when i'm with them i feel this unexplainable comfort.

It's like i've known them for sooooo long.
It's like they're my long-lost siblings.
It's like they're my future kids.
It's like they're my second family.

This is really really really the first time i've felt it this intense.
during high school yeah i so loved the people i visited.
but these kids are so different.
I can really feel that i'm making a difference in their life.

And that's what i've been wanting.
I've always wanted to feel important because "I AM ISH."
I've always wanted to be appreciated entirely because of what i have got to offer.
I've always wanted to have kids look at me, smile when they see me and make me feel that they really like me.

I've always had this experience of kids avoiding me.
No kid has really approached me on his or her own will.
That's why i also hesitated to take LTS as an NSTP.
but good thing I did.
because if i didn't, i won't be able to meet those seven wonderful kids.

i really don't know what to say.
i'm crying now because even apart i can feel their love.

me, my partner hum and our tutees are kinda in a predicament.
hum and i are pretty much scared out of our wits.
because as a consequence, our seven tutees might not take their english and math exams this week.
it's kinda our fault because we made them answer their actual exam thinking they were reviewers we can use which were actually given by a fascilitator which we didn't really know were the actual exam.
so dba technically we didn't cheat.
we just got an accidental leak.
but they don't have a copy thank god.
and it was the fasci itself that said (as told to us by a little girl i would really like to pinch) we can make them answer the test, as long as we didn't let them take it home.
EH PUNYETA AMBOBO EXAM PALA NILA YUN.
ok chill.

it's just that it's so unfair to the kids if they'll be the one's to answer to other people's mistakes.
so i'm really really really ready to defend them.

so hum tells them to not cry anymore if they're afraid that they won't be able to take the test.
BUT NO.
they say that they're not crying because of the test.
they're crying because they're afraid hum and i will take the blame.
and that because of that we won't be able to teach them anymore.

oh my god when hum texted me that it just happily broke my tear ducts.
i just realized how much i love them.
and that i'd be willing to teach them until they graduate high school.
and even make sure they enter college.

these are the kinds of experiences that really makes me thank the Lord for giving me this opportunity.
They've all been inspiring to me and they've all made my college life more complete.

this is what NSTP means.
this is what makes the 1 to 5 pm sched worthwhile.
this is what it's like to be men for others.
this is what touching lives mean.

Grace, Neomilyn, DJ, Arnold, Dianne, Ly-Ann and McJohn.
we will always be your guardian angels.
we will always stand by your side.

you are the first group of kids to have made me cry.
lagot kayo sakin sa sabado.
:D

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parti layk a rak parti layk a rakstar! [09 Aug 2007|10:27pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

[ music | rollin', hatin', tryin' na kats me ridin' dirty! ganna kats me ridin' dirty! ]

i just wanna drop everything and DANCE.
i can't wait to turn 18.

OCTOBER 20, 2007.
AT CELEBRITY SPORTS PLAZA.
COME TO MY DEBUT!!!!
mga invited syempre haha solid.
early announcement. :D

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the BIG meth-oct (18) [14 Jul 2007|06:26pm]

[ mood | astig ]

[ music | it's my time to shine!!!!! ]

July, August, September, OCTOBER 28.
hmmmm.
approximately 3 months before i turn the big meth-oct.
AY PUTA.
3 MONTHS.
ok so kaya pala dapat daw ay ngayon pa lang nagpa-plano na ako.
kanina habang kumakain nag "mock planning" kami ni NEIL tungkol sa debut ko.
pwede yatang event planner yun eh.
anyway sa aming pag-uusap ako naman ay na-excite.
at mukhang desidido na na may parteh na magaganap.
so kanina nakakatawa kasi nililista namin 18 roses ko.
complicated shit.
lalo na pala 18 candles.
mas complicated shit.
so far meron na yatang venue.
yata ewan hahaha.
oh basta wala lang hahaha dobol busy kasi pati debut ko ipa-plano na.
ngayon na nga lang ako naka-OL ng ganap eh.
pero mamaya walang tulugan.
as usual.
nyeta oh well.
kwento kwento lang.
inuubos ko lang yung 1 and a half hours of internet na binayaran haha.
so ayun hmmm.
nakakatuwa lang.
nakaka-excite pala talaga mag-plan.
da hell yung mga sinasabi ng iba na nakaka-stress.
basta sisiguraduhin ko na hindi ako maste-stress nito.
i get enough from school hahaha.
this is gonna be like the ULTIMATE PRIZE.
kung kaya't kailangan kong ma-DL!!!!!
o makakuha ng QPI na mas mataas sa 3.
AYUUUS.

♥♥♥

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this is for YOU :D [14 Jul 2007|05:58pm]

[ mood | ♥ ]

SAFETY
(11:02 pm, 07/12/07)
In the absence of my mind
You blew me away
Got my heart beating once more.
You made me believe
Returned my lost dreams
And brought the crescent back to me.
Your are my safety, my security,
My uncomplicated bliss.
Your are my strength and solid ground
My quietness
The peace I have been looking for.
Your love is my reason
You are what keeps me alive
You took me away
You are my saving light.

♥♥♥

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BOBO [10 Jul 2007|03:33pm]

[ mood | ditzy ]

[ music | some chinese dude singing ]

ako ay nasa C3 INTERNET CAFE.
pumasok ako.
at nang ako ay pansinin, bigla ko ba namang tinanong:

"MAY INTERNET PO BA KAYO?"

huwaw.

nagawa na lang ni kuya ay tumawa.

♥♥♥

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buti pa sila... :( [30 Jun 2007|06:10pm]

[ mood | sick ]

[ music | why do you make it hard to love you? ]

i have sipon and the NSTP blues.
i can't breath, my nose is clogged up and i am sad.

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and my secret love's no secret anymoreeeee!!! [12 Jun 2007|11:23am]

[ mood | yeah yeah yeah ]

[ music | Secret Love - Doris Day ]

ngayon na lang ulit ako naka-online.
paano naman the past few days ginawa ko yung video presentation for our grandparents' 50th wedding anniversary.
pagod grabe.
tatapusin ko na siya ngayon kaya ayon.
short update lang.
PASUKAN NA BUKAAAAAS.
can't wait. :D
taena nainggit ako dun sa mga nakapunta nung ORSEM.
next year next year I WANT.
kahit LOG man lang.
hmm.
hmm.
wala lang.
buti naman at di na ako ganun ka-adik na mag-online.
hahahahahah nyeta.
im talking shit.
kabalbalan.
cge.

♥♥♥

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shit I LOVE JACKSON WATERS!!! [02 Jun 2007|10:50pm]

super nice song. akala ko tao si jackson waters banda pala sila. hahahaha ayan isa pa nila song along with center of attention. :D

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